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Conclusion + Dream
2 years 6 months ago
2 years 6 months ago
Well, I should be in Philadelphia right now. By my not being there it should be obvious that we didn't go. My Mom's still not 100%. What turned out to be the problem is that the antibiotics that she was given made her sick by killing the good bacteria in her intestines and she got dehydrated. It'll be a while yet till she's back to full.
My Dad did also have two weeks off in August, so we thought about delaying Germany till then. But when my aunt (a travel agent) called back, she told us that not only were we losing $600 on canceling the plane tickets, but the same tickets in August would be $1,000 more <i>a piece.</i> Plus everything there would be "season rates" so it would be much more expensive. My Dad guessed about double. So... we're going to have to wait till next year.
Oh well. . .
Dream:
I just had this one last night. I wonder what the hell it means.
I was somewhere and I meet this girl. Nice looking, good features with long brown hair. Anyway we're talking and she proposes. I remember it was June 5th, but apparently it wasn't yet May in my dream because June was a while off. I don't say no and am generally confused but happy.
Next thing I telling my parents about it. I decide that I should date her a few times so I can get to know her before I marry her. My parents and I also go out to buy wedding cards. Not the cheapest mind you, I remember the lesson from that. (Ask if you don't get that because it was in my dream.)
Now I'm talking to her again, but I'm in this interrogation room like chair. She showed me the cards she bought (much nicer than mine) and we were both in a pretty good mood. I don't remember asking her for a date.
My Dad did also have two weeks off in August, so we thought about delaying Germany till then. But when my aunt (a travel agent) called back, she told us that not only were we losing $600 on canceling the plane tickets, but the same tickets in August would be $1,000 more <i>a piece.</i> Plus everything there would be "season rates" so it would be much more expensive. My Dad guessed about double. So... we're going to have to wait till next year.
Oh well. . .
Dream:
I just had this one last night. I wonder what the hell it means.
I was somewhere and I meet this girl. Nice looking, good features with long brown hair. Anyway we're talking and she proposes. I remember it was June 5th, but apparently it wasn't yet May in my dream because June was a while off. I don't say no and am generally confused but happy.
Next thing I telling my parents about it. I decide that I should date her a few times so I can get to know her before I marry her. My parents and I also go out to buy wedding cards. Not the cheapest mind you, I remember the lesson from that. (Ask if you don't get that because it was in my dream.)
Now I'm talking to her again, but I'm in this interrogation room like chair. She showed me the cards she bought (much nicer than mine) and we were both in a pretty good mood. I don't remember asking her for a date.
About Me

SPECIES: Questionably Human
BLOOD TYPE: AB
FLOWER: Red Carnation
SONG: 3 Doors Down - Duck and Run
LOCATION: Living in a van, DOWN BY THE RIVER! (A cookie for the person why guesses where the quote is from)
HOBBY: Wanking and reading (Preferably not at the same time)
PROFESION: Weirding people out online
SEXUAL PREFERENCE: good question...
STATUS: Trying to find a person to fuck. Perferably a woman or a man who can pass as a good looking woman.
ORGIN AT AP: I came here for wallpapers, I tried once upon a time to make my own, but I am no where near as talented as everybody else here. So now I post on the fourms so I don\'t seem like I\'m a leecher.
QUOTE: If video game violence beget real violence, then shouldn\'t all of the porn on the Internet beget a constant worldwide orgy? And if not, let\'s do it anyway, ok? ~Me
Anime: Cowboy Bebop
Band: BOA
Book: Good Omens
Browser: Firefox
Image Editor: Photoshop
Language: English
MP3 Player: iPod Nano
Manga: Chobits
Operating System: Windows XP
TV Show: MXC
Band: BOA
Book: Good Omens
Browser: Firefox
Image Editor: Photoshop
Language: English
MP3 Player: iPod Nano
Manga: Chobits
Operating System: Windows XP
TV Show: MXC
Comments
Aww *patpat*
i'm sure you will get one ^^ and you have to look a bit too at the same time..-sometimes.. to find the perfect girl..you must look for her too.. not just stay still waiting her to knock your door ^^;
just 8 hours and its killing you..of boredom? or..is really to much work?.. and yeah run away ^^
uh.uh,..about boys that looks like girl--so..i just heard this kinna new band "dope stars inc"..
just take a look of this " chicks" ..the last one..is just hot *drools*
i'm sure you will get one ^^ and you have to look a bit too at the same time..-sometimes.. to find the perfect girl..you must look for her too.. not just stay still waiting her to knock your door ^^;
just 8 hours and its killing you..of boredom? or..is really to much work?.. and yeah run away ^^
uh.uh,..about boys that looks like girl--so..i just heard this kinna new band "dope stars inc"..
just take a look of this " chicks" ..the last one..is just hot *drools*
Well we don't have that here Dx
and i might like nothing-- speacially anything that has to do with math.. yukk >_<
and all the courses i'm taking now..are pointed to my major--so -__-;; idk.. my stupid chilhood dream won't come true after all
a better commercial for colgate xD? why's that?
arg.-- well i really prefer working than studying .. i'm a god for nothing ^^ so anything crap job..would be just fine
to earn some money
and run away from home ^^
oh yeah~~ well i never had a gf before ;_; .. ..just.. "friends with rights"--so one right now.. wouldn't be bad at all -__-..but sometimes-- is hard to get a girl--when you are a girl o_ô
and i might like nothing-- speacially anything that has to do with math.. yukk >_<
and all the courses i'm taking now..are pointed to my major--so -__-;; idk.. my stupid chilhood dream won't come true after all
a better commercial for colgate xD? why's that?
arg.-- well i really prefer working than studying .. i'm a god for nothing ^^ so anything crap job..would be just fine
to earn some money
and run away from home ^^
oh yeah~~ well i never had a gf before ;_; .. ..just.. "friends with rights"--so one right now.. wouldn't be bad at all -__-..but sometimes-- is hard to get a girl--when you are a girl o_ô
I can't do that -_-;;.. reason: parents..and i wish i could ;_; .. i suck in arts..but maybe i could get better =D
i'm sure i won't graduate and will live with my sisters money.. if i don't kill myself first or die in a car acciden =P
*wishes could win the lotto*
urm..~my ** thing? *confused*
i'm sure i won't graduate and will live with my sisters money.. if i don't kill myself first or die in a car acciden =P
*wishes could win the lotto*
urm..~my ** thing? *confused*
Hhhmmm...my guess is...
it's a female...
it's a female...
I'm a good for nothing =/
so i'm not sure what to do.. arg.. i'm so confused atm @~-J@
,,urm..girls as pretty as a boy >_O.. no thanks.. i don't like girls.. to masculine-- i like them..delicate and cute ^^
androgeny in general..is still bisexual xD.. -- i dunno whats my type of boys..cuz i've liked many types..--. *needs a gf*
aww..you are so sweet ~
*huggles*
me a good friend?! xD thanks.. -
so i'm not sure what to do.. arg.. i'm so confused atm @~-J@
,,urm..girls as pretty as a boy >_O.. no thanks.. i don't like girls.. to masculine-- i like them..delicate and cute ^^
androgeny in general..is still bisexual xD.. -- i dunno whats my type of boys..cuz i've liked many types..--. *needs a gf*
aww..you are so sweet ~
*huggles* me a good friend?! xD thanks.. -
*reads your profile* *sigh*..a man as pretty as a girl...-- that's every bisexual dream ^^
just like Gackt and Hyde of L arc en ciel -- woo those boys.. are..cuties x3
yeah..your question will be answered when it gets the time ^^
urm.. what's that =___="--
a cookie o.O".. xD woo looks weird .. but thanks ^^ :*
school.. eww.. well good luck with it..--i hate college <.<-- it should die---
and nah.. i'm..not special..so i can do anything special-- i'm like creep of radiohead right now ;_;
i'm still in my depression but oh well =P lets see if i can get over soon this shit-- i've been like this for a while -__-;;
how about you?
just like Gackt and Hyde of L arc en ciel -- woo those boys.. are..cuties x3
yeah..your question will be answered when it gets the time ^^
urm.. what's that =___="--
a cookie o.O".. xD woo looks weird .. but thanks ^^ :*
school.. eww.. well good luck with it..--i hate college <.<-- it should die---
and nah.. i'm..not special..so i can do anything special-- i'm like creep of radiohead right now ;_;
i'm still in my depression but oh well =P lets see if i can get over soon this shit-- i've been like this for a while -__-;;
how about you?
I'm not being sarcastic to your site,infact I like it...
well...some sort of busy for my school...
how about you?what's up?
well...some sort of busy for my school...
how about you?what's up?
Oh.. i'm..still breathing-- bitching about life..-- so alright i guess ^^
how about you.. how things are doing?
seems that you are still wondering what you are.. meh.-- is alright don't think about it
..urm.. you copy my profile.. ..pay me..--. jk =P
you know..your quote reminds me a funny show .. i think .. is was the matt foley's motivational speak about drugs...xD .. *patpat* you are not useless if that's what you mean ^^
how about you.. how things are doing?
seems that you are still wondering what you are.. meh.-- is alright don't think about it
..urm.. you copy my profile.. ..pay me..--. jk =P
you know..your quote reminds me a funny show .. i think .. is was the matt foley's motivational speak about drugs...xD .. *patpat* you are not useless if that's what you mean ^^
Do you think so...
your site here is full of pink...it's so nice...
by hte way thanks for stopping by in my site...
your site here is full of pink...it's so nice...
by hte way thanks for stopping by in my site...
:D Thank you sir [Lord] Burn
:D
:D
Np.and really hope everything tunrs better for you
and..all i know about STD..and..sex..and everything..i learned cuz of my friends,tv, teachers, and bf xD..
can you belive my parents didn't want to tell me where babies come from-__-;;
i learned when i saw a little documental in tv..but it was weird cuz..i remember that the ovum has a bride dress in that cartoon o_o' ..i can't remember how old i was xD but i was pretty innoncet with those kinna themes..even i know them..hehe a long story ~_~..
and..all i know about STD..and..sex..and everything..i learned cuz of my friends,tv, teachers, and bf xD..
can you belive my parents didn't want to tell me where babies come from-__-;;
i learned when i saw a little documental in tv..but it was weird cuz..i remember that the ovum has a bride dress in that cartoon o_o' ..i can't remember how old i was xD but i was pretty innoncet with those kinna themes..even i know them..hehe a long story ~_~..
*let me see if i got you*..you want sex..so..that makes you..be shy..
..but just don't rush things,,with any gender.. cuz remember how common STD has been nowdays.
just try to think if anything..about that..and.. just be you..cuz you are a really nice guy i'm sure you can make lot's of friends..if the emo me can do it..you can.. even mtter than me
..but just don't rush things,,with any gender.. cuz remember how common STD has been nowdays.
just try to think if anything..about that..and.. just be you..cuz you are a really nice guy i'm sure you can make lot's of friends..if the emo me can do it..you can.. even mtter than me
Is ok..don't worry ^^
and... i had read some stories.. an aarinfantasy [a forum of only yaoi..is like..yaoi heave *-*]..and i remember that there was a thread.. of how did you find out that you were gays, cuz there are many gay, lesbians and bi people..and they say things like.. "i liked my best friend when i was in primary school..and i likes boys..and i still doubt what i was..but yaoi oppened my eyes..and i realized that..i was gay..and right now i have a bf and i'm happy"... my friend.. [gays].. say that they relized the were gay..cuz they only looked man..and had problems with girls.. and having troubles with girls..is not a 100% secure signal of it.. maybe you are just shy--and you don't know how to act/do/say..in that kinna situation.. i know people like that.. i have a friend..that hates that girls touch him.. but hates even more when boys touch him.. [touch not as a sexual act..you know..your arm..etc]..i think he hates people in general @~1@'--
i think..that you should..not think about it right now..or you will feel really frustated and.. make yourself things without thinking..and that might give you..bad results..so.. relax ~_~...you will know it..in your time..and maybe you are bi :P..i also hear people that are.. err..i don't remember how they called themselves.. but they say..that they like anything that is beatiful [guy girl..or w/e]..but i think that's the same thing as a bi =P.-
.anyway.. gay..bi..straight..a dog.. whatever ..the thing is that you feel good with yourself..and..look a person that likes you for what you are..and inconditionally and treats you..as you deserve..what you should care the less..is the gender..hapiness is more important
you should..[cuz i suck giving advices] join aarinfantasy..and.. maybe...read some stories.. of the people there..and who knows..ask an advice..to the people that experience that.. and they might help you..to discover what you are..but i still think..that take that slowy.. don't think to much about it..and the answer will show infront of you..without asking it..
and... i had read some stories.. an aarinfantasy [a forum of only yaoi..is like..yaoi heave *-*]..and i remember that there was a thread.. of how did you find out that you were gays, cuz there are many gay, lesbians and bi people..and they say things like.. "i liked my best friend when i was in primary school..and i likes boys..and i still doubt what i was..but yaoi oppened my eyes..and i realized that..i was gay..and right now i have a bf and i'm happy"... my friend.. [gays].. say that they relized the were gay..cuz they only looked man..and had problems with girls.. and having troubles with girls..is not a 100% secure signal of it.. maybe you are just shy--and you don't know how to act/do/say..in that kinna situation.. i know people like that.. i have a friend..that hates that girls touch him.. but hates even more when boys touch him.. [touch not as a sexual act..you know..your arm..etc]..i think he hates people in general @~1@'--
i think..that you should..not think about it right now..or you will feel really frustated and.. make yourself things without thinking..and that might give you..bad results..so.. relax ~_~...you will know it..in your time..and maybe you are bi :P..i also hear people that are.. err..i don't remember how they called themselves.. but they say..that they like anything that is beatiful [guy girl..or w/e]..but i think that's the same thing as a bi =P.-
.anyway.. gay..bi..straight..a dog.. whatever ..the thing is that you feel good with yourself..and..look a person that likes you for what you are..and inconditionally and treats you..as you deserve..what you should care the less..is the gender..hapiness is more important
you should..[cuz i suck giving advices] join aarinfantasy..and.. maybe...read some stories.. of the people there..and who knows..ask an advice..to the people that experience that.. and they might help you..to discover what you are..but i still think..that take that slowy.. don't think to much about it..and the answer will show infront of you..without asking it..
No dragid is it's oune sealf absorbed group.
Tell her icewind sead DEW IT! or ill voodoo curse her. muhahahahaha





